have another drink

behindblueyez13 @ 2005-01-27T19:35:00

2005-01-28T00:43:02Z

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on):
lulu Colonial

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name): brownie Goerge

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant): glitter fridays

4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot): garlic Florida

5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied): Reds Pennsuaken

6. "FLY Boy" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name): J. Ott

7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight / Any Liquid in Your Kitchen): cream savers Gin

8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal / Where You Go-going to High School): monkey PHS

9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate / Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink): fruitroll up shmerdoffs

10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name / Street Where You First Lived): Christine Colonial

11. ROCK STAR ALIAS:(Favorite Candy / Last Name Of Favorite Musician): Reese's Joel

well that was fun.. stole it from kristen
<3

You scored as Marissa. You are unstable and whiney and if people like you then it must be for other qualities. Start exercising, most of your problems are due to physical frailty and being overly self involved.

</td>

Marissa

89%

Kirsten

89%

Jimmy

83%

Summer

78%

Seth

61%

Luke

50%

Oliver

50%

Caleb

45%

Anna

44%

Hailey

39%

Sandy

28%

Julie

17%

Ryan

11%

What OC character are you?
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behindblueyez13 @ 2005-01-25T18:08:00

2005-01-25T23:10:32Z

You scored as Eating Disorders. Congratulations! You have an eating disorder! You know what it's like to have "fat" eyelids and that there's exactly 58 calories in one medium-sized green apple. Western society has discarded your well-being for sickly, paper-thin models and celebrities; welcome to the club, sister.

</td>

Eating Disorders

92%

Unipolar Depression

83%

Borderline Personality Disorder

67%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

50%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

42%

Schizophrenia

33%

Which mental disorder do you have?
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ha humorus.

behindblueyez13 @ 2005-01-24T18:44:00

2005-01-25T02:45:26Z

i have more pictures.
i wnat to add them to my site
today was fun..i hung out with missy
good night darling.

<3

behindblueyez13 @ 2005-01-23T22:23:00

2005-01-24T03:23:26Z

i need a layout with that on it.. someone help me.

DEB!

2005-01-09T03:20:01Z

heck yes!!

Deb
(Please rate my quiz)

Which Napoleon Dynamite character are you?
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lets go down, this elevater only goes up to ten

2005-01-03T20:54:40Z

i saw caitlyn today.
she made me smile.
and laugh.. i love her

were talking about our lives like weve known eahc other forever

2004-12-19T22:53:09Z

I have...

[x] been intoxicated.
[] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[] had a threesome.
[x] snuck out.
[x] been arrested.(kinda)
[] made out with a stranger.
[] stole something from my job.
[] celebrated new years in Times Square.
[] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[] thrown up from drinking.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] been ice skating.
[] cheated on a bf/gf.
[] been cheated on
[] had a car.
[x] drove.

I...

[] have a bf.
[] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[] feel happy.
[] hate myself.
[] think i'm attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have my own room.
[] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[] listen to soul.
[] listen to techno.
[] listen to reggae.
[x] paint my nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[] like the color yellow.
[] cyber.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[] have long hair.
[] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[x] have a laptop.
[] have a pager.

I AM...

[] ugly.
[] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[] happy.
[x] caucasian.
[x] black.
[x] mexican.
[x] asian.
[x] short.
[] tall.
[] grounded.
[] sick.
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[] taken.
[x] looking.
[] talking to someone.
[] IMing someone.
[] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] annoyed.
[] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[] in my room.
[] drinking something.
[] eating something.
[x] in my pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[] homophobic.
[] racist.

yes i stole that shiat from vincent

oh lalala

2004-12-14T01:15:20Z

i need a life gosh..

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-12-13T17:51:00

2004-12-13T22:58:15Z

BOLD THE THINGS THAT APPLY TO YOU:
01. I have kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I did love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write

09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I'm probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I've had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation.
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple of horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I've tried writing poetry before
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I'm not a fan of rap.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I was into Hot Wheels as a child.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. My room is painted a colour other than white.
32. I cry very easily.
33. I'm always early.
34. I barely ever study for tests.
35. My birthday is my favourite holiday.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I am a morning person.
38. I wish I was smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay.
40. I don't blame gay people for being gay
41. No one really knows me.
42. I don't have many bad hair days.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm a hopeless romantic.
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am no longer depressed because of medication.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas/Chaunaka is is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love the colour yellow.
56. I love guys/girls that play the guitar. sex.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a moody person.
59. I sometimes have a low self-confidence.
60. I've contemplated suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat meat.
67. I've had a crush on a teacher before.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I'm happy with my life most of the time.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I can function perfectly well without a girlfriend/boyfriend.
74. I love kisses on the forehead. cheek
75. I love the colour blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts.
79. I don't really care about politics.
80. I hate Bush, but I have reasons to justify it.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. I love Colin Farrell.
84. Rockerska boys/chicks turn me on.
85. I love my family.<sometimes>
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the guitar.

89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I don't believe that premarital sex is wrong
91. I don't like my nose.<i can suck a nose>
92. I am very religious.i love my religion
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I am ridiculously indecisive.
95. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife.
96. I love music.
97. I'm in love.
98. I have problems letting go of people.
99. Ashlee Simpson is awesome.
100. I don't really like ice cream.

got this from emily shermannn<3

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-11-21T15:16:00

2004-11-21T20:16:08Z

Post aNonYmous

One secret.
One criticism.
One compliment.
One love note.
Lyrics to a song.
How old you are.
How long we've been friends.
And a hint to who you are.

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-11-15T18:05:00

2004-11-15T23:06:31Z

i have a new picture site!!

http://photobucket.com/albums/v521/wishfulthinking13/

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-11-14T12:12:00

2004-11-14T17:14:44Z

i wish i could say Friendlys last night was fun.
but the thing is that i didnt have too much fun.
the most exciting thing thats happen this weekend was getting my pictures developed.
gosh this suck a lot.

lindsay came home last night. and we went to church now were going shopping.

<3jamie

..yeah i wish

2004-11-08T23:34:40Z

Boys, just do it!----

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Hold her hand and skip. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her. Tell her she looks pretty. Let her pay for stuff if she wants to. Introduce her to your friends as "The coolest girl I know." Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, and playgrounds, and train stations. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes. Write poems about her. Just walk around with her. Throw pebbles at her window at night. When she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of. Hold her hand in the mosh pit. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Call her back if she calls you. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Give her piggy-back rides. Give her space if she needs it. Push her on swings. Stay up with her all night when shes sick. Make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones. Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Write on her. Make her mixtapes. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour train trip. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to all the bands she mentions. Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck. When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Kiss her in the rain.When you fall in love with her, tell her. <3

where is your insperation?

2004-11-04T19:40:58Z

i miss..
the way you held me.
when we talked for hours.
when we never ran out of things to say.
the way i never go sick or tired of you.
the way you knew what was wrong.
when i knew you loved me and meant it.
the way you were too tall and our hands didnt fit perfectly together.
the way my stomach fluttered when i heard your voice.
when i could tell you anything and trust you with it.
the way your warm jacket was when we huged
the way you told me i was beautiful (even if i looked like shit)
how you knew everything about me.
when i would sing to you
when we were alone you would never let me leave.
how you never made me cry
i miss how everything was just so perfect.

i hate...
how we rarely have anything to talk about anymore.
when we never get to hang out.
when you dont trust me.
when you dont beleive me.
that i broke up with you.
that im a bitch now.
how you tinhk im being "mean".
i hate how i hate myself.

well that felt good.

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-11-03T21:09:00

2004-11-04T02:11:40Z

So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.

Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
cause I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?

Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.

I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of your eye
wont be the only way you'll look at me then.

that song reminds me if him.
it just feels like what im doing to him
i feel like thats how he feels.

shopping list.

2004-11-02T19:11:14Z

my shopping list..

i need more Love Spell perfume..

yellow volcom shirt.

another volcom shirt.

etnies shirt<3

element

independant hoodie

a.e long sleeve shirt

A.e hoodie

A.E jeans

A.e jeans

a.e pants

a.e shirt

a.e pants that i already have but i want you to see them because i wont get them until christmas

a really cute hat that i adore

and a really cute braclet i adore.

ill alwabe be yours.

2004-11-01T02:02:12Z

thank you for the sorrowfull hug

i really needed one of them
because i miss you so much
i promised we could be again.
i just want you to remember..
ill always be yours <3

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-10-31T10:11:00

2004-10-31T15:14:09Z

its about that time agian.

i love halloween.
its the one time of the year you can be anyone/ anything
but yourself and not be critisized or judged for it.
your able to change your whole idenity without anyone even caring.
...its great</3

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-10-30T22:09:00

2004-10-31T02:14:01Z

hmm i had a lot of fun tonight..
and last night too.
but i am very sorry for soemthing i did.

</3>well if you wanted honesty thats all you had to say
i never want to let you down i had to go its better off this way
for all the dirty looks for photograps your boyfriend took
remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor

im not okay
im not okay
im not okay</b>

last night..

2004-10-23T15:07:14Z

last night are the nights i love.
i had a great time hanging out with people last night in merchantville.
and then afterwards at kerrys house with meg stacie and trish
i love you girls<3 and then eveyrone else.

jullay

2004-10-20T21:59:32Z

Jewls758: know what would bee funny
WshFulThinkiNg13: what
Jewls758: if you took a picture of my ta tas and put them in your online journal
WshFulThinkiNg13: lol
Jewls758: i would be scared for life
WshFulThinkiNg13: haha yes that would be funny

oh gah i love julie!

now time to go to ccd.

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-10-16T21:41:00

2004-10-17T01:41:58Z

my sisters home!

hmm.. suprising..yet exciting.
pennsauken beat catholic.
first time in eight years.
..now i cant wait till my freshman year.

and yes i saw kristin tonight i love her!
and i hope you feel better

uh buhhhhh

2004-10-16T16:08:41Z

gahh im so damn confused
i need something to make up my mind

TakiNg bacK suNday

2004-10-12T23:55:46Z

literate and stylish
kissable and quiet
thats what girls dreams are made of
... thats all you need to know

behindblueyez13 @ 2004-10-02T22:55:00

2004-10-03T02:59:17Z

Blink 182

"Adams Song"

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known?
I trace the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over I'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

screw life</3